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At the end of the month…

How to save money METHOD 1

LEARN TO SAY NO!

 can diet at the same time too…

Is the one whom you often hold hands with, palm to palm; and talk to from day and night; sharing every little single things in life; EGOISTIC?

In my context, the word egoistic means someone who bosses the woman around; who thinks he is better than everyone else, especially better than his own woman; who acts like he is more superior than his own woman.

So, is your man egoistic?

Right, you may answer no.

But then the thing is, every man is born an egoist. Yes, I repeat, EVERY MAN. They don’t have to be trained since young; they don’t need fathers who are very egoistic themselves. When the time comes, they just transform before you can even comprehand what is happening, they become egoistic.

Here’s why, even though at 2008, we’re considered as the NEW and FRESH generations, and we often regard the old cultures as old fashioned, especially on the culture where men were superior in the old days. Ya, we put it beside our mouths, that IT IS OLD FASHIONED, and girls are getting more and more educated. But then, because of such thinking still exists, though we keep saying it’s old fashioned, all the young boys are still in a way being educated that they are more superior than women, because they HAD been!! And because in the old days where women got married and took care of the home and family matters, while waiting for their husbands to come back, and the males being the bread winners, this impression has deeply imprinted in everyone of us. Even at this very modern generation, a lot of girls still think this way!! They want get married and become housewives and let the males be the sole bread winners.

The problem is, when they think this way, it leads to egoism!

NO? Ok, being the sole bread winner in the family, it means that person has full power over his family. And because he knows the fact that the entire family depends on him, he can have a say over every single thing. Because if they don’t listen to him, he stops giving them money. He can run away and let his family die. (You would be surprised that a lot of males do that) And that’s simply egoism.

Or, maybe it can be influence. Like when he tells his friends about his family problems. They would tell him “What, she is only wife!” The next thing you know is, he brings the same phrase home, telling you -”Who do you think you are? You’re only my wife!” “You’re only my wife, don’t decide for me!” “Keep quiet! You’re only my wife!” “What do you know, you’re only my wife!” And that’s again, E-G-O-I-S-M.

One more thing, in a lot of books, textbooks, storybooks, novels, movies, dramas, talk shows, conversations, they always say men fuck women. Men fuck women. Men fuck women. Men become the subjects. Fuck is the verb. And women become objects. Just one phrase, and it has indirectly objetized women. Thus, in the man’s eyes, woman is merely an object of pleasure. And once again, that leads to EGOISM.

Now don’t come and tell me men don’t fuck! Or even fantasize!

One thing for sure is, women don’t need man. A lot of women are earning very decent income, some even more successful than the men. Until they sacrifice and become housewives and let their men have total control over them. Because women are very emotional and more sensitive, and because they have carried their children for 9 months in their own bodies, they want to be near them even after they have delivered their babies. And to my horror! Some women even enjoy the feeling over being controlled by men!

Another proof of man’s egoism? Here’s the unobvious, most guys tend to look for or attracted to weaker girls whom they can protect.

Ok, GUYS! This is personal opinion. Not like I hate you all, but then I’ve come across a lot of you who are like these!

*run away*

Where do you find so much time? Some people would ask me, after seeing my blog’s layout has changed for so many times. They wanted to know, how I could spare so much time in changing layout.

Maybe when you were in the middle of having an important exam, while everyone was busy studying, struggling to put each passing seconds in good use, you were playing a computer games. Then people would ask you, “Why waste time?”

Sometimes you made a decision like re-doing your 1st year again, which in other people’s eyes, it was a total waste of time. Maybe they thought you were stupid; maybe they thought you would be too old when you came out to work later. Then they asked you again, “Why waste time?”

To change a layout; to play games during a huge important exam; to re-do things you have already gone through; to MOST people, it’s a BIG waste of time.

But like what my friend has said, you only live once. Why not give yourself a chance to pursue what you love? Even if it means to study every thing again; Even if it means that you’ll only be graduating when you’re 30.

If you have the courage to do so, why not? Don’t be like most asians who only rush to finish up their courses fast and get out to start working the fastest way possible even if they know what they are doing are never in their interests, even if they find out that the course doesn’t suit them at all, and yet they blindly follow through. Then I would like to ask these people, “Why waste time doing something you never love?”

Next time if someone asks me why I waste time, I would tell him.

I am pursuing something I love.

A simple answer. A great meaning.

Then he will know, I am not wasting time at all.

I haven’t gone to work for two days. The first day was because, my mood was super down that even my manager asked me if I was sick, because I looked so pale and unhappy. I told him I was alright, until afternoon, I couldn’t stand it, and I simply fried up some excuses and got myself a halfday leave.

The next morning, I wanted to go to work. But when I was in the bathroom, my stomach was suddenly being attacked by this pain, so unbearable, until I couldn’t even stand properly. I called out for my mom. She insisted that I had gastric. I wanted to tell her it’s my body, and i know exactly the pain came from, not from stomach, I was a bio student, you know, I know my body parts… Forget it, I had no extra energy to waste. Even standing was a problem to me then.

Actually I know why I was having stomach pain. The entire week has been very stressful. And I keep thinking of the same thing day and night, even in my dreams. I have been having multiple dreams at night that revolve around the same problem. And I think this pain came to me because of my anxiety.

On the other hand, I’ve been thinking to change layout again. AGAIN?? Most of my loyal readers will most probably say that. And as my close friends, you all know I don’t stay loyal to a thing for too long, especially not for layouts.

I hope you all don’t mind.

Tell me, which gamers don’t know about Final Fantasy?

With excellent graphics; carefully picked and classic soundtracks; storylines that never fail to touch your heart each and every single time; scenes that imprint in your mind forever; good game play…

How can you not fall in love with Final Fantasy?

I have almost played and completed every single Final Fantasy Series, starting from the classic Final Fantasy VII. And I am still replaying some of them when I have the time.

Here’s the list of the series I have played.

Final Fantasy VII

 

Final Fantasy VIII

(I super duper love this. It was like my first Final Fantasy Game, that made me got addicted to other series)

 

 

Final Fantasy IX

(This game is a disappointment to me, despite its improved graphic.)

Final Fantasy X

(Absolutely love! Who doesn’t know about FF10 that brings Final Fantasy to a whole different level of fame!)

Final Fantasy X-2

(I am always awed by the designs of the costumes.)

Final Fantasy XII

(I love FF12. It has the best ending, best character designs, beautiful names for each characters which I may bring them to the future and name my children or pet or whatever!)

Dirge Of Cerberus-Final Fantasy VII

(I love this game because it allows me to shoot around with Vincent’s super duper cool guns)

Final Fantasy Tactics-The Wars of Lion

(Very simple and nice; easy to play; though you will need a PSP to play it. There’s a PS version too)

Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

(Ok, this is a movie. A movie that will make you go screaming “WOW!” at its superb CG.)

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THESE! 

Final Fantasy VII-Crisis Core

(I haven’t upgraded my PSP firmware yet! )

 

Final Fantasy XIII

(Will be released in PS3, hopefully by then I have already owned a PS3)

The very reason why I have been collectiong game consoles is to play Final Fantasy!!! Oklah, I bought so many gameboys because I was very addicted to Pokemon last time.